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Life So Far

It's been a while since i been who i am, it would seem the path i went down was dammed. I let the feelings in my heart, and my soul tear apart. But now im back where my love for you had it's start. This is my life so far, i finally found that lost falling star. How could i let my love for you slip so far?.. But i'm back, No matter how life may be, in my eyes, this love for you is what i need. Life because of you i can see. In this wolrd...in life so far, i can breathe.

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I cant help but think of you, when im with you, it seems my heart beats anew. a feeling is shared that is experainced by the few.. a feeling in which can only be shared with you. a feeling i always knew. Even though my heart beats a new beat, when im with you, the same old rythem repeats. I learned that a love can be forever, no matter what happens. and end to it is never. No matter what, my heart is forever with yours. i'll always be on the other side of your soul's door. This is what life is lived for.

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Posted by: aka04 Original: 12/10/2006 1:00 PM Views: 20 Comments: 9 eProps: 10 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Sunday, December 10, 2006

Ohiyo Godaimas!..

It's been a while since i been on..Gomenasai!...i been busy with figuring things out about school lol...but anyways,
alot of good things have happend as well, like one...getting a job at Mcdonalds...and most likely at Walldens' Books...and thats one of my dream jobs...

But mostly i been up to the same thing as always, mangas here....and lots of anime here and there.
I've been watching D Gray Man, Death note, and Black Blood Brothers....lol.
and a few others which of course i cant remember LMAO!...but all in all i've seen some pretty good anime...lol none of the mangas i wanted to watch havent came out yet...so im laying in wait for them...heh eh.

But i been spending pretty good time with my girfriend, its been fun.
Like always, i love spending time with her.

Speaking of which..i eneded up poping like six blood vessels in my eye..LMAO!..
That shit hurts...well, hurted.
I had gotten the new .Hack game...(.Hack//G.U. Vol.1: Rebirth)

At least i beat it in 25 hours.
but i had 35 hours of game playing it to unlock everything..it was a fun 35 hours of playing but to bad its over, now i have to wait for Vol.2

well, thats it for now..heh eh tell next one.
Ja-
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na no da.

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yup, the song is first love :)

Posted 12/11/2006 12:30 AM by ThisGuhShoFly - reply

Hey there...fianlly an update! Im on the phone with you right now..Im not necessarily upset..but I guess im just waiting for you...idk..to figure things out. heh..I hope every job opportunity goes well for you! But you know..if you do get a job at waldens..you have to thank me the MOST! thats right! your girly girl friend! :D lol

Yeah you and your anime..plus your games...I wonder if one day your room will be piled up with all these things...There will be no room for me on your walls anymore..just anime :( IF I EVER SEE THAT..i'll kill you and rip all your pics down..lol

Gosh..we have had some good times haven't we Niwa...Im glad I have you..I think im doing pretty good for not crying everyday! What do you think? Have a grown a bit? But no matter, I love our relationship..YEAH FOR US! <3

Im glad your eye healed...:) but i hope you learned your lesson!

You make me laugh and smile..

I love you babe<33333333

your Chelley

Posted 12/11/2006 10:34 PM by JustUs_2 - reply

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well I'm only on like deathnote 3 :)

Posted 12/17/2006 10:06 PM by Daughter_Of_Destruction - reply

Yeah, I know what you mean. But thats for you concern. Things are fine I'm good. And how have you been doing?

P.s Dude I love the background xD;

-Nina-

Posted 12/28/2006 7:22 PM by Seto_Only_Love - reply

what's good aka... long time no hear... man everyone has been talkin bout that death note and black blood brothers... i haven't started to watch either yet, but their on the agenda... well it's good to hear u doin aight... except for the eye part... so far u been getting injured or going thru some kind of injury each post!!! anywho... i'll get ya!!! PEACE!!!

Posted 12/28/2006 10:06 PM by Afroboy84 - reply

yeah it is. you suuuure know your anime music! lol

Posted 12/28/2006 10:40 PM by ThisGuhShoFly - reply

^^;;; I mean 'thanks' for your concern lol.

-Nina-

Posted 12/29/2006 12:14 AM by Seto_Only_Love - reply

Really? I'm sorry to hear that. I hope your alright now. I've been managing.

-Yuki-

Posted 1/15/2007 6:25 PM by Seto_Only_Love - reply

Lol, thanks.

Hey who do you like more Light aka Kira or L? I can't really pick between the two it sucks but yeah lol. Man, I loved the 14 ep that one was crazy.

-Hazumi-

Posted 1/20/2007 4:11 PM by Seto_Only_Love - reply

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Here I am again trying to tell the person I love most, that I¡|m deeply in love with her. That I am, Chelley, you keep me going in this life, this world that I have learned to hate so much. The very thought that at the end of each and every day I may get to hold you in my arms, that I will get to just see you makes every day worth going through. Just too simply whisper into your ear that, ¡§I love you.¡̈ To some day tell the world that I have managed to find the one for me. I can¡|t say that I want you to be with me and only me because I¡|m not the type to act that selfishly. I do love you but, at the same time I don¡|t. Simply because the words, ¡§I love you¡̈ just doesn¡|t fully explain this feeling that I have for you. There is just no words that could explain this feeling, I wish I could but it can¡|t be. I just know that I think of you and only you when all else seems to fail, when I feel down in any way I know that your always there. Just as I¡|m always and will always be there for you. When you fall I will be the one to pick you back up, when you cry I will be the one to dry away your tears. When you walk I will be there to walk with you. And even on that walk when you get tired, I will be that person willing to carry you the whole way there. And you know why¡K? Simply because I love you, because I need you in my life for it to be complete. For me myself to be complete, you¡|re a piece of me. I need you here with me. I want you here with me. I want to be that person to give, to experience all of those moments you so often think and dream about. I guess the reason why I have held back from doing all of these things was because I just didn¡|t want to jump to anything before knowing for shore how I really felt. Now I do and I have nothing to not from you, not the world and not myself. I LOVE MICHELLE NGUYEN!!! And there¡|s not a second of hesitation in me saying that because I do. Most people look for love or that feeling, but it came to me you came to me. .we came to each other. Now that were here together I don¡|t want it to end. I don¡|t want this fantasy come true to end. This, you are the best thing that has ever happened to Donnell, that you are. This feeling is the best thing that has ever happened to Donnell¡Kyes, yes. Being with you is the one thing I want most from life, the only thing. That I can say without feeling unsure because I am sure, I know that I am in love. Even if somehow we were apart you still would be here with me, in my heart. In my heart you will always be. There will never be anyone in life that will touch or understand as you have. Someday I will show you how pretty you are, no matter what anyone one say. You¡|re the most beautiful person I have ever met, weather in looks or personality. I love you for you; I love you for being the first person to understand me, to love me. The first to want to be with me because they love me, not because they think I¡|m cute. Yes, yes. Chelley you are just too kewaii. I love you pretty smile, I love that you know what I am going to say before I even say it. It proves that you do understand me, that we understand each other. I couldn¡|t see myself with any other. Someday I will be there everyday for you, I will hold you in my arms and sing you to sleep without any hesitation. Michelle, ¡§LOVE¡̈ so many reasons why I would choose you first. I have just simply fallen for you, till the end of all time I will stay with you. Till the end of all time I will keep falling for you. And the only time I would ever hit the ground is if I know your there with me, by my side to fall with me. Well until our next and first moment¡K.. NA NO DA!!! With anything and everything and every fiber of my being: Niwa-kun -->

That Feeling

The very thought of someone like me still being here, the thought of me having only life to fear. The will to live just seemed to disappear. That feeling of me not wanting to be here, because of fear, the fear of me still being here, but one thing is clear. I want to live, because someone like you appeared. I guess falling in love was one of the things I mostly feared. The pain of a five year old remain, the suffering that person/ boy has been through never disappears. Nor do those never shed tears. Since the day someone like her¡K..you, came into my life all that anger that pain and strife just seems to go away. Even the sorrow of tomorrow is bearable just as long as I know that she¡|ll be there. The feeling I have for you, now is just so clear. And that next day that next time I get to hold you in my arms is so near. Just the mere thought of the person that helped me hear my heart is no longer here the thought of that tears my heart apart your love for me, my love for you makes and keeps my dark nights just seem so bright. Should that love, this feeling disappear so will my light. And there would fall my bright nights. I would simply return back into internal darkness. So would my feeling of loneliness that will to live. But now that life has somehow given me the chance to live a dream. To live my own fantasy, just when I started to give up on life, on love, the angels sent you down from above. Who would have thought the two of us would have fallen deeply, madly in love. This feeling I would never want to let go. The place of happiness is somewhere I no longer wish to know. But, ¡§a place where only lovers go¡̈ a place where not many go. Is a place that I choose when I¡|m with you? And you, you were that person to take me there. Giving me that feeling the two of us share. Being with you is my only care. Even in the presence of deaths dreary stare. It¡|s deadly, cold and lonely glare. I think of just being with you. Our love will never die because my love is forever there. Leaving your side is something my heart will never bear. CHELLEY, for your warm embrace I will forever be ready when around you my heart is always unsteady. But, for your love I am and will always be ready. lets just simply take it slow. THIS IS HOW LOVES SUPOSE TO BEEE! With all the love: Donnell M. Jackson, Jr.

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